last night i made the most wonderful peanut butter and jelly sandwich in the whole world. i never make food. i even made chocolate milk. it was probably so wonderful because taylor, matt, dylan and i did our usual hang out, smoke out, waffle house routine. i love every minute of it.
i also recieved this from brian:
"You know, I've never met anyone like you before. Usually when I meet someone new I feel awkward and shy. But with you it's different. I can talk to you. You know what I'm thinking without my having to explain to you in fancy terms. We speak each other's unspoken language... fluently. I love you."
...uhhh what? let me tell you a little bit about brian. in my dark ages, when i was dating alex(oh, you don't know about alex? we'll save that for another time.), there was a time when there was this girl katy that alex got drugs for once, and they flirted for a while and i found out on my 17th birthday and threw a fit. then her and i became friends. we talked about how shitty our boyfriends were. mine being alex and hers being brian. i had known of brian since maybe 10th or 11th grade when a couple of my friends were completely in love with him, which i never understood. i still don't understand. we started talking in january. we hung out a couple times, the guy started to like me but he wasn't really holding my interest. so we've had this awkward friendship, he comes to my parites. one in particular i find out he has a girlfriend and has had a girlfriend, whom i see him making out with. at my house? my valentine's party? yes. i didn't really care but all of my friends feel the need to tell him he's being disrespectful and that he's a big piece of shit. so two weeks later i get this confession of his love for me. then i recieve an IM. him being untitledshape, me being teen4ge hoodlum:
untitledshape (10:38:24 PM): hey.
teen4ge hoodlum (10:40:45 PM): hi untitledshape (10:45:33 PM): hey.
teen4ge hoodlum (10:46:36 PM): hi untitledshape (10:49:25 PM): haylee.
teen4ge hoodlum (10:49:41 PM): yes. untitledshape (11:00:05 PM): sup.
teen4ge hoodlum (11:01:47 PM): nothin' really. untitledshape (11:19:01 PM): i took the ATAL vinyl out of my car.
teen4ge hoodlum (11:20:38 PM): well, teen4ge hoodlum (11:20:41 PM): okay. untitledshape (11:22:39 PM): well,
untitledshape (11:22:52 PM): fantastic.
untitledshape (11:23:05 PM): im glad we agree haylee.
untitledshape (11:23:05 PM): bye.
teen4ge hoodlum (11:23:39 PM): what the hell brian untitledshape (11:24:47 PM): i don't know.
untitledshape (11:25:05 PM): i guess i'm done trying to have a simple fucking conversation with you.
teen4ge hoodlum (11:26:44 PM): wow teen4ge hoodlum (11:26:46 PM): alright brian teen4ge hoodlum (11:26:48 PM): bye untitledshape (11:31:22 PM): i hope you don't take what I just said the wrong way, and that you actually think about it.
untitledshape (11:32:29 PM): I'm sure i couldve put it another way, but uh. thats just me.
i'm not sure what having a penis does to compeltely ruin your character, but fucking hell, i'm sick of it. and tell me why every boy that becomes the least bit interested in me just ends up falling in love with me and telling me i'm special, or "the forbidden fruit" of their life. this is bullshit.
and to top it all off, alex alman is all over my facebook. who's status does he comment? brian's. who's friends is he harrassing? mine. GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE.