hahahaha ohhhh my god. so, tell me why anna, my "best friend" has stopped talking to me and i mean has completely ignored my calls and text messages, coming to town without telling me, BEFRIENDING MY EX BOYFRIEND? yes, everyone. alex alman. i get a call today telling me that apparently, alex's facbook status says "has a hot date tonight :)" which i honestly and truly(thank god) do not care about. but what i do care about, what hurts my feelings is that anna "liked" it. i know, this online community bullshit. it's stupid. but that doesn't mean that it can't bother me a little, does it? and again, other former best friends are hanging out and talking to him, like he's just some normal guy. like he hasn't ever completely shattered a human being, especially not someone whom they've claimed to be dear friends with. it sounds juvenile, and i agree that it is. which is why i've cut all of those people out of my life but they seem to keep creeping up on me. taylor and i had a long conversation about this today.
why such a low blow? why, to "get me back" would you go as far to befriend such a terrible person, not because they're cool or you actually enjoy their company, but specifically to hurt me, by almost saying "look here, look at what i'm doing, haylee." here's another big reason i want to get the fuck out of here. get me away from these people.
on a lighter note, i attracted a brownie today. the entire day, in my room, i've been smelling brownies. i don't know why, no one has made brownies here recently. but even last night, i kept smelling brownies. so today, my mom comes in to give me food and with is it a little brownie that she got at mcallister's. weird, huh?
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jeeze. that would hurt my feelings too. At least you have Taylor. One good friend is more meaningful than a billion crappy ones.
ReplyDelete<3 you. See you tonighty/tomorrowy!!