mhm. my best friend until about three weeks ago is dating my ex boyfriend. and seeing as how she's never posted a bulletin in her life, she did this just so i would see it. do i know why? do i know what the fuck i did to make someone want to get so much revenge on me? NO, I DON'T. I DON'T FUCKING GET IT. and i don't fucking get how anna could know about this and not only keep it from me by completely ignoring me, but actually supporting it. every single one of my friends hated that guy until three weeks ago. i've never felt so absolutely betrayed in my whole life. so, this was my response:
"so i've been thinking to myself about what i'm going to say to you, if anything at all. i know this is all you want, to get some sort of reaction out of me and if you think that you've "won" by causing me to respond, then so be it.
i'd rather not to this on a public, online medium, but since you've started it that way i suppose that's the way i'll finish it.
i have absolutely no idea what in the world i could have done to make you feel the need to get so much revenge on me. but since you have, this is what i have to say: i have never in my life felt so betrayed. SO betrayed by so many people that i considered very dear friends. i don't know why you're so angry at me. i'm thinking it's because we stopped talking? stopped hanging out? neither of you ever tried to contact me. not once. so i don't see what the problem is here. you didn't talk to me, and i didn't talk to you. but somehow i'm at fault? so much fault that you go and do this? but you know, i'm thankful i stopped being friends with you, because if this is how you really are, then i guess we were never real friends in the first place.
as for your utterly immature tactics, for your little plan to work, i'd have to actually have some sort of feelings besides disgust for alex alman. and well, i don't. and i haven't for 9 months. so i don't really understand what you're trying to do here. break my heart? i guess i'll continue to try to fathom WHY you would want to do something like that, because the only thing that hurts me here is the fact that you're trying so hard to do so.
and anna- i can't believe you. there is so much i want to say to you, but i just can't.
oh, and also: margaret, samantha, alexis, kayla, mary, and myself send you our regards. alex was the worst thing that ever happened to me. i'm sure you remember all the stories i told you. i hope you have health insurance.
enjoy :)"
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